Afraid, I am not anymore the thought of losing, abandoned I will walk again, or maybe not the numbness is now gone, or so I thought my emotions have taken a complicated route I have confused the conspiracy the words are lost the meanings unwritten to understand is difficult I imagine what does not exist for others I live in a world filled with people but there is no one nothingness is what I am compelled to be no one knows me never will I'm not different just a little confounded to be or not to be is still not the question it is to be, we are forced to be but which one is the question who too needs the answer not known nor ever will dreams are dead and beginnings ended even the prophecies have a duplicate refuse to believe the truth the word itself is a lie there is no verity anymore it has ceased to exist the words of God have changed too and so has the author of the book the verity is gone only what wants to be read is written there is no more honesty just whatever one wants to hear and believe even the reality is a virtual what we see is not what appears because the appearance is unrecognizable in a virtual world we live every head has two faces every face has a different reflection there is no reason to believe anymore trusting is suicide one's hurting called upon by their will there is no escape only the sinking sand of lies I have no one friends have left love is lost family has forgotten I am a ghost or maybe even worse because everyone sees me but cannot feel
